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Hello! My name is Chloe. This is my Fitspo blog! I'm twenty and I have some goals! I want to be fit, healthy, and finally become the confident, sexy, badass woman I know I can be. I've already got the personality -- now I just need the confidence! Shouldn't be too difficult! ;)


What I do now: Jogging/running, swimming.


SW: 145 lbs as of 7/30/12
UGW: 115 lbs and October 2012 :)

{144, 143, 142, 141, 140, 139, 138, 137, 136, 135, 134, 133, 132, 131, 130, 129, 128, 127, 126, 125, 124, 123, 122, 121, 120, 119, 118, 117, 116, 115, 114, 113, 112, 111, 110}

At 120lbs, I'll buy myself something nice. :)


I bought some fish oil soft gel capsules (1000 mg) because my grandma recommended it to me. I heard it also helps you lose more weight when combined with exercise/good diet. Is this true?

Also…you have fishy breath?

(Did I also mention I’ve seriously been considering stripping for money? It looks difficult, but the pay is really nice — from what I’ve heard — and I absolutely HATE conventional jobs with a passion. So boring! Stripping seems like a great way to exercise, get used to interacting/conversing with lots of different people, and try my hand at flirting all in one. Just what I need! So…time to get in shape!)

Posted on July/30/2012

Here’s my game plan for the week.

I’m going to try to go to the gym twice a day, starting tomorrow (too late to go twice today, and I have work that really needs to get done at home). I’m thinking going around 11am and then 7pm, cardio each time. I know I should try and lift weights or something, but for a quick fix, cardio will do.

Except my shins always hurt when I run, even when I’m at a comfortable pace and I don’t push myself very hard (something I know I’m guilty of). Le sigh.

Going to the grocery store in a few minutes and I’m going to pick up a few veggies and some tuna. Planning on eating basically salads and some chicken and tuna for the rest of the week, because obviously what I’m doing right now isn’t doing anything.

Also considering trying that Jilian Michaels detox water thing, even though I drink lots of unsweetened iced black tea every day. Hmm.

Honestly, just want to lose 5 lbs this week, whether that’s water weight or not, and eventually make my boobs smaller and face slimmer. Back problems and small shirts/big boobs are not a good combination. And no one likes a fat face. I certainly don’t! Can I blame depression on this weight gain?


My life just took some crazy turns. But I’m back for now!

Current weight: somewhere between 144-148 lbs.

This. Sucks. I’ve never been this heavy. I maintained 135 all through college, which sucked in its own right, but now I’ve gained 10 lbs from being back home! Must be all the food.

I want to look good when I meet up with some friends next week, so I’m back here to scour through tumblr and find what I need.

Goal weight is still 120-115 lbs. Want to lose around 30 lbs, could stand to lose 20 lbs.

Attempting to lose 5 lbs in a week. Wish me luck!

Also, what are good exercises to slim down the inner thighs? Are there any exercises to get rid of a double chin as well, or slim down the face in general

As far as thighs go, I can totally see where it’s just fat now, and it’s all jiggly and gross and I don’t like how it looks at all! I wouldn’t wear out as many jeans if I got rid of it and got a thigh gap, which would be lovely to have.

Double chin: Gotta go. I want a lovely, slim face. I’ve got the bone structure for it, I can tell, I just don’t know how to get from point A to point B in terms of fat loss.

Is it better to eat more fruit or more vegetables in a day?

I gravitate more toward fruit because it’s generally sweeter, but now I’m wondering if this is a problem I’m having with losing weight — because of the amount of natural sugar in the fruits. Think apples, grapes, tangerines, strawberries, etc.

What are your favorite vegetables to snack on throughout the day?


I need to stick to some sort of plan when it comes to food, but I have no idea how to go about that, since I eat cafeteria food. I could try and find a schedule, yes, but I don’t know what the best options are, what I should avoid at each meal, etc.

I can work out and think I’m eating healthy, but I’m not seeing any change, and I need someone to actually guide me through the process of eating healthier.

Sunday Measurements:

March 4, 2012:

 Bust: 37.5” (36C)

Waist: 29”

Hips: 37”

Thighs (left and right): 23” and 23”

My boobs got bigger. ;_;

Well, my goals for weight loss just aren’t happening, so I’m just going to change the dates for summer.

Still going to workout a crap-ton, but I’m definitely trying to eat healthier now. I bought like, three packages of celery (I like to eat the hearts, but buying a single package of just celery hearts is about $3 more than the regular stalks). Anyway, sidetracked.

I’ve definitely gained a bit more fat in my lower stomach, even though my weight has stayed the same. Ugh. Started drinking a lot more water, despite the fact that I had a soda yesterday. I kind of have a little more motivation to look good now, and no, it’s not a boy.

Kind of a longshot, I know, but I’ve always wondered what it would be like to be an actress. So, I might as well look good when I go into auditions. I’ll be more comfortable with myself if I lose the weight, and that’s always fantastic. :)

Yes. I’ll take measurements in just a second. Though I’m sure it’s either gotten bigger or stayed the same.

Posted on March/4/2012
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